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Just a Zombie

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 30, 2014, 4:22 AM
Really, I swear, I'm not dead.

I've got messages PILING up like crazy in my inbox and I just can't get myself to clean that mess up. A message or two per day, that's all I manage.

The good thing is: while I'm partly still tired from my meds, in general it's good reasons that make me so absent. The only thing that kinda sucks is the fact that my artistic motivation is at an all time low. I just can't WANT to draw. It'll come back. Eventually.

Right now there's two things that have been messing with my rhythm.

1) I've got a definite confirmation that I've been accepted for my education which basically made me cry of joy and relief. This affects my sleep 'cause anticipation and stuff. But not even remotely as much as...

2) In two days I'll be picking up the most amazing girl on this whole planet at the train station here and I'm gonna be able to keep her here for a whole week and a half. (this girl here of course: VanoVaemone <3 )I swear this literally messes up my sleep like shit because I can't stop being excited and nervous. My insides are constantly jumping up and down.

Bottom line:
Please excuse my prolonged semi-absence/laziness/flarghdsfs.
I'll be back full time eventually. I promise.
For now I gotta go back to doing this:

PS: Still loving all you guys!

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  • Listening to: The Crüxshadows
  • Reading: La Malerune
  • Watching: Seinfeld
  • Playing: Don't Starve
  • Eating: cereals
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JNRedmon Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2014
HUZZAH!! You're not dead! :iconexcitedlaplz:

I know that feeling. It's hard when you can't even motivate yourself to do something you love. I know it'll pass soon. Can't wait to see what you do next. :)

1. Congratulations!! That's so awesome!! :D What are you studying?
2. Sweet! Sounds fun!
ValaSedai Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Only a little bit. xD

I'll be getting a degree in horticulture. :D (we'll if I don't fuck it up haha :XD: )
JNRedmon Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014
Really? I wouldn't have guessed that, but awesome! Good luck with everything! :D
haha XD
Waittiz Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2014   Digital Artist
Oh, congrats for getting accepted to that education! :) I can quite relate to the feeling how that kind of a thing is a relief since the same thing happened to me too. Now I'm just stressing if I'll manage to get myself an apartment from that city I should be moving in, though xD

And have a great week-and-a-half there! You guys have lots of fun during that time! :>
ValaSedai Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you!^^
I'll be crossing my fingers real hard that you'll find an awesome place to stay! :nod:

We diiiid but it was way too short. OTL
Mr-Glaceon Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Being sick sucks. ;w; I've been dealing with stuff lately myself.

Although I'm glad you're getting to study, and that you get to spend time with a fellow deviant. :la: That's great news, Vala, yay for life progress!
ValaSedai Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Indeed, I really can't complain! :3
Felifu Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hope you feel better soon! <3
ValaSedai Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you! :')
winged-lotus Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I know these feels! I feel like such a slacker with my art lately. :XD:

I shall join you in the doing of this: :icontuzkiflailplz:
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